Monday, March 1, 2010

Sweet & Sour




Watching this video...and not just listening to this song, but feeling it, makes me so excited to know that one day someone will be calling me Sugar. The feeling of love and passion from this song feels so pure & true. Love that has no bitterness, or turmoil. No regret, no questioning. Theres nothing unsure about it. Its 100% pure true love. This actually makes me feel the love she is sharing. I have felt this at some point. In my cases it seems as if we cant have the sweet without the sour. Ive known the taste of sour way to long. It starts out sour, then becomes very bitter...then ends up just down right rotten! Nothing about love is rotten. True love is unconditional. Which means no matter what! Doesnt judge or point the finger. Doesnt expect, doesnt hold accountable...This kind of love I PRAY I will have one day! For me and my son! We have been taken advantage of and abandonded and abused for far to long. We are precious jewels. And we hold lots of value. I really hope a Godly man will know this with all his heart one day. And it will be pure, 100%, without question...For life!!! I may not be ready for that at the moment. But I know what I want and what I deserve! And I am determined to deliver nothing less than this to my son! To give him the family he has ALWAYS deserved!!! Were not the ones that have been missing out. The ones who didnt see or recognise our value are the ones who are missing out. They lost the treasure. I hold the grand prize. One day we will be discovered and will be safe in someones arms.