The weather around here has been very cold and dreary!!! Its been extremely cold with high humidity which makes the wind even colder and piercing at times! Makes it very difficult to stay warm! With all the snow, ice, and rain...its been very blah!! Everybody seems to be in a bad mood, and very negative! Were all sick of the cold. Sick of having to fight to stay warm. It takes a lot of energy to stay warm. Everyone is exhausted. Mentally, physically, and emotionally. Ive been needing sunshine and some warmer temperatures to put a little light on the subject ha. Today I woke up and it was sun shining!! Its almost as if I woke up a different person. Ive been renewed!! I have a better attitude, I dont feel all that bitterness and anger weighing me down anymore. Im sure theres a little bit of all that lingering around somewhere...but for the most part I feel so much better about me!! About my situation...Im feeling more confident about myself, ive gotten my head pretty cleared out! Ive been able to just sit and smile for no apparent reason. I feel joy!! And that makes me so happy! And it gives me reassurance and faith! And that makes me very excited about my near future. Things are about to get better! I dont know exactly how or why? But I cant wait! I feel like this will definitely help me as far as getting along with people and being able to trust them a little more. Ive been so reserved with getting to know anyone its ridiculous! But not anymore! Theres a few things I want to accomplish to gain a little bit more confidence in myself, but I know that will come in time as well. I got to spend a lot of much needed time with my son today. Its been a really good thing. We both needed it. Along with the sunshine and it making me feel better...I believe it made all of us feel better too! I got to wear my new shorts and flip flops today! And its still February ha ha! These warmer temps are doing wonders! Keep it coming Lord! March is just around the corner!
